[Moffitt Library Workstation, Berkeley]

>>It's a damn cold night, trying to figure out this life...<< Avril Lavigne's "I'm With You"

Dead Day 1
I've never had such a difficult time studying for finals. Although I recognize the need to play a whole helluva lot of catch-up, I find myself daydreaming about my college experience and wonder what life will be like PB (post-Brazil).

So many things to think about that it feels like I'm studying for finals as though I'm just going through the motions, which makes me wonder if I chose the right major. Shouldn't I be as devoted to my work as i'd been in the past? Where did my motivation go?

I'm finding more questions than answers. Thankfully, I don't find this situation daunting. Nevertheless, I'm still uncertain about so much.