[berkeley]

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off track
It's funny, you know? Ever since i left my camera at my feet, rendering it useless for the past few months, i've been feeling a little off kilter. I used to think it was stress from school, but it dawned on me. A day or two ago. It wasn't midterms, it wasn't homework, it wasn't my inability to understand Partial Wave Scattering in my quantum class. It wasn't the sum of my responsibilities at school that was getting me. I think part of me, and perhaps all of me, is telling me i should be sticking my face behind a camera rather than behind a book. I can't describe it. I can't avoid making this entry sound cliche. Nevertheless.

Nevertheless, i know that everything clicked when i was shooting. Everything clicked into place when my photo teacher gave me motivation. Gears started turning when he told me I could get into any photo program out there. really? me? me.