[berkeley]

>>A heart that's full up like a landfill
A job that slowly kills you
Bruises that won't heal<< radiohead's "no surprises"

shallow
The semester is rapidly coming to a close with finals just around the corner. I look back at october and november's blogs and think about what my groove's been. It's been altogether...shallow--fun, but shallow. What did i do anyway? Movies, Harry Potter, christmas lights, Knicks Game, U2, Meteor Shower.

Looking back at my entries from July (when i was interning), I wrote a lot more social commentary, and lately? nothing.

I suppose i could blame it on the machine that is the University of California for keeping me occupied with midterms that i haven't had time to think about all the things going on around me. Interestingly enough, however, it's been a really fun couple months. All the stuff i've been up to has been great times. I need to start doing more reflection to make sure i'm not forgetting myself and turning into someone i don't want to be.

Not sure if that makes sense, so in an attempt to rephrase: i don't want to get so self absorbed that i lose sight of my direction and all of the stuff that i thought about over the summer.