[berkeley]

>>so why'd you have to go and hurt somebody like me, like me?<< limp bizkit's "boiler"

grr
i see the product of people's creativity all over the place. I sit in envy as i view christian's site or herb ritts' work. They're out there producing art and creating. I want to be there.

Rather, i'm using my energy to do math homework. What the hell?! I wanna be out there with my camera. Making the images in my head appear on photo paper.

Anything worth anything takes time and patience. I guess i'm coping with the patience bit right now.