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>>i wanna push you around, well i will...i wanna take you for granted<< matchbox 20's "push"

sleepy times
I've been really tired lately, moreso than i was when i was working. Odd. I should be relaxing by now, but today I seemed to be pulled in a thousand directions and above all the mayhem was my little sister asking me frivolous questions in a high-pitched voice. Well, her questions were unimportant to me>> I was more concerned with balancing my checkbook, finding margot housing, and figuring out why the 4Runner wouldn't start. But then my heart sank when i thought about how the world looks to a 4 year old. She has no idea about all the things I think about throughout the day, and the coolest thing is that I really don't have to deal with all the stuff i make myself worry about. I have this terrible tendency to blow things out of proportion and worry about them to no end. Haha, Isabella only thinks about the fact that she absolutely must play the drums and is polite enough to ask her big sis for permission before banging on the snare and bass. Geez, i really should revert to her mentality. Screw it all, live for passion. march to the beat of isabella's drum...but first i've got an 11:00am appointment at the eye doctor, my upper body strength training, and entertaining guests.