How is it
that the waters are settling and I'm not any better off than before the storm began? I have more time to myself and don't feel any relief. I should be in a better mood, but all i can think about is work tomorrow.

I can tell you about bechamel, anjou villages, and speck. I highly recommend the papardelle pasta. I have to crumb that table though. And pick up 20's check. They're putting on their coats. Jesus christ. Would you please walk faster? I'm working.

Today there are no deals for me on ebay. I still can't afford my laptop, and i haven't made any new pictures since i left North Carolina. I should be fired from this dream.

I believe i need to buy some more equipment. It's an investment. Why do i have to keep losing to have a small chance at getting ahead.

I am the source of all of my problems.